Time Card

Ok in my line of work I understand that I may not get out of work at the end of my shift... I mean crap happens and when you the most of your population is 17-21 yrs old. There are a lot of things that can go wrong. But we all know that shit happens and well all expect the day to day stupid shit. So in less someone hair is on fucking fire there is no resin for me to stay late.. Most of the time I stand around with my fucking thumb up my ass signing songs waiting for an officer to bring me the information and tell me what funcked up thing someone did this time. The next dispatcher is punched in why have both of us sitting around with are thumbs up are asses wisseling dixey, and one of us is making overtime doing it. The next dispatcher can't do there job till I'm out of there way, and I can't get out of there way until someone tells me what the fuck has happened.

So now till me if you thing I'm wrong but why are both of us standing around? Why in fucking hell cant the next shift just put in the information???

Oh the most need vaccine

Ok what is wrong with people??? It seams that stupidly is something that is running rampant... I can’t take it any more… How do people with no ablity to make a ½ way descent desion live passed 25 yr. old. And why can't we do something abut it? Someone has to have an answer. I so tired dealing with stupid parents, stupid students and Factly and Staff that have not ideas where the really world starts and their fanacty world begins...

Problem Parents- the parents of students that don't understand the limitations of a Public Safety department. Also, they automatically fell that there kids are a gift to the world and can do no wrong. To add to that the phrase ‘I will sue’ seams to be a much needed thing to say.

Stupid students- (only one of many definitions) Students that seam to constley make desions that make the situation worse. Example: My ex-boyfriend; who used to hit me; has been posting things abut me on is Facebook and Myspace. So I went to his house to yell at him and scream at him to remove the posting.

Idealistic Factly and Staff- have an impression that a Public Safety has the ablity to control a persons actions 100%.

God Fucking Dame it people. We are not able to reed others minds... If we could we would not need phones in the office, and we would have to ablity to step in the way and not let a student park in the Factley and staff lot.

Oh I would do anything for some one to invent a vaccine stupidly.

Suicide with a Butter Knife?

Ok last night at the Bar could have been considered cruel and un-usual torcher. Don't get me wrong I love the place. But, (and yes that is a big but) when ever you have a stage, there is a chance that what is produced on sed stage my not be that enjoyable. Can we all guess what my feelings are on last night show?

I happened to work Hip-Hop night, and where I find the learecks and play on words found in some Hip-Hop a sing of grate intelligents. I can't stand the music that it is normally put to. I find the heavy base beet distracting and the scratching of the record can at some times be like nails on a chock board (yes everyone shudder at the thought of it). And to add insult to injury, I have a felling that the 4 guys that where performing may not have been that good. There where a lot of customers that would walk in order a drink, did not finish it and then leave, remind you this was after paying a cover to get in. And from my time there I can say that when someone payees a cover to get into a place they want there moneys worth. They don't leave!!! They will stay and bitch about how bad the show is, and about how they had to pay to see a bad show before they will leave, and buy doing so they must feel that they got there moneys worth (they will also take care to let the bar tender know how they feel in the hops of getting a free drink)(Oh, and buy the way this doesn’t work). But no they just left. Most of them did not even finish there drinks, they just got up and left.

Now I don't know if you where willing to go out on a limb the way I may be some times. But in the case you where wondering and not wanting to jump to conclusions the answer is NO!!!! No I do not like Hip-Hop (sorry to all those fans of mine that have just deleted there links to my blog), but as I said before there are just parts of it that don’t mix well with me. But I put on my happy face and made nice with everyone that came my way. What I really don’t understand and maybe some one can help me with this is why 1/2 of the customers had the need to walk over to me order a drink and then wanted me to critique there rapping? What the hell is that all about? Don't they understand that I work there, that I'm paid to be there, that I might not have come for the show? And to top it all off the sound guy that was working did not get rapped at all that I could see. At least he has something to do when the show. I just serve the booze, my job to make shore that the customers that don’t like what they here may not realize how bad a time they are having... So why in gods green earth are you rapping at me??? And where I do my best in life not to judged a book by it's cover I just don’t look like the type that is in to Rap, ask anyone that know me they will tell you that I’m right.

Well anyway to rap this up (hehehe I maid a funny) I was walking around the entire night, mumbling under my breath (of course), "I will not commit suicide with a butter knife, I will not commit suicide with a butter knife..